How could I have been do foolish, how could I have been so blind?
So desperate for that feeling that I believed your lie.
You said you were going to fight me for, I'd really hoped you would
Now I sit here all alone, trying to find the good
There is nothing anyone can say to me, nothing anyone can do
I don't believe you ever loved me, but then what was I to you
I saw in you my future and put your son inside my heart
Now I look at his empty room and I feel so ripped apart
You said you loved me but you NEVER put me first
I moved my world for you, even when things were at their worst
Now I'm trying to be happy, I'm trying to move on
Trying to find the strength I had, when I'd been single for so long.
I just want the tears to stop, and the pain to subside,
To be completely honest, I just want to die.
I know someday I will love again, and be hurt just the same
But I have gotten over it before and I will do so again
Let this be a lesson, one I hope to never forget
I am all I can depend on, even though there are some I call friends
I need to keep this pain inside of me, a vigil and a shrine
No one will ever love me, like cake it is a lie...